september;

Fri, 11 Apr 2008 17:59:12 GMT

there is a truck that crosses the intersection that is audible from my bedroom everyday between 12:50 and 12:55 exactly, and i just realized that the song they are listening to reaches the same point , right when they reach the stop sign. everyday. the same 10 seconds of the same song at exactly the same time from the same automobile. these invisible patterns are everywhere.

Fri, 11 Apr 2008 01:39:50 GMT

if it could think, the heart would stop beating.

Sat, 05 Apr 2008 00:50:14 GMT

stoicism was always a strong suit for my self; anymore, however, i find it weakening.
meaning if the temporary paralysis of emotion no longer succeeds in keeping me focused, the removal of all feelings whatsoever will be necessary. without feelings, i will be able to invent new ones. without eyes, i may be able to finally see. it may be without hands, i will truly be able to touch her face.